第29章

'Oh do!do be impossible,General!'cried Olive.

'I believe our civilization is going to collapse,'said Aunt Eva.

'And what will come after it?'asked Clifford.

'I haven't the faintest idea,but something,I suppose,'said the elderly lady.

'Connie says people like wisps of smoke,and Olive says immunized women,and babies in bottles,and Dukes says the phallus is the bridge to what comes next.I wonder what it will really be?'said Clifford.

'Oh,don't bother!let's get on with today,'said Olive.'Only hurry up with the breeding bottle,and let us poor women off.'

'There might even be real men,in the next phase,'said Tommy.'Real,intelligent,wholesome men,and wholesome nice women!Wouldn't that be a change,an enormous change from us?We're not men,and the women aren't women.We're only cerebrating make-shifts,mechanical and intellectual experiments.There may even come a civilization of genuine men and women,instead of our little lot of clever-jacks,all at the intelligence-age of seven.It would be even more amazing than men of smoke or babies in bottles.'

'Oh,when people begin to talk about real women,I give up,'said Olive.

'Certainly nothing but the spirit in us is worth having,'said Winterslow.

'Spirits!'said Jack,drinking his whisky and soda.

'Think so?Give me the resurrection of the body!'said Dukes.

'But it'll come,in time,when we've shoved the cerebral stone away a bit,the money and the rest.Then we'll get a democracy of touch,instead of a democracy of pocket.'

Something echoed inside Connie:'Give me the democracy of touch,the resurrection of the body!'She didn't at all know what it meant,but it comforted her,as meaningless things may do.

Anyhow everything was terribly silly,and she was exasperatedly bored by it all,by Clifford,by Aunt Eva,by Olive and Jack,and Winterslow,and even by Dukes.Talk,talk,talk!What hell it was,the continual rattle of it!

Then,when all the people went,it was no better.She continued plodding on,but exasperation and irritation had got hold of her lower body,she couldn't escape.The days seemed to grind by,with curious painfulness,yet nothing happened.Only she was getting thinner;even the housekeeper noticed it,and asked her about herself Even Tommy Dukes insisted she was not well,though she said she was all right.Only she began to be afraid of the ghastly white tombstones,that peculiar loathsome whiteness of Carrara marble,detestable as false teeth,which stuck up on the hillside,under Tevershall church,and which she saw with such grim painfulness from the park.The bristling of the hideous false teeth of tombstones on the hill affected her with a grisly kind of horror.She felt the time not far off when she would be buried there,added to the ghastly host under the tombstones and the monuments,in these filthy Midlands.

She needed help,and she knew it:so she wrote a little cri du coeur to her sister,Hilda.'I'm not well lately,and I don't know what's the matter with me.'

Down posted Hilda from Scotland,where she had taken up her abode.She came in March,alone,driving herself in a nimble two-seater.Up the drive she came,tooting up the incline,then sweeping round the oval of grass,where the two great wild beech-trees stood,on the flat in front of the house.

Connie had run out to the steps.Hilda pulled up her car,got out,and kissed her sister.

'But Connie!'she cried.'Whatever is the matter?'

'Nothing!'said Connie,rather shamefacedly;but she knew how she had suffered in contrast to Hilda.Both sisters had the same rather golden,glowing skin,and soft brown hair,and naturally strong,warm physique.

But now Connie was thin and earthy-looking,with a scraggy,yellowish neck,that stuck out of her jumper.

'But you're ill,child!'said Hilda,in the soft,rather breathless voice that both sisters had alike.Hilda was nearly,but not quite,two years older than Connie.

'No,not ill.Perhaps I'm bored,'said Connie a little pathetically.

The light of battle glowed in Hilda's face;she was a woman,soft and still as she seemed,of the old amazon sort,not made to fit with men.

'This wretched place!'she said softly,looking at poor,old,lumbering Wragby with real hate.She looked soft and warm herself,as a ripe pear,and she was an amazon of the real old breed.

She went quietly in to Clifford.He thought how handsome she looked,but also he shrank from her.His wife's family did not have his sort of manners,or his sort of etiquette.He considered them rather outsiders,but once they got inside they made him jump through the hoop.

He sat square and well-groomed in his chair,his hair sleek and blond,and his face fresh,his blue eyes pale,and a little prominent,his expression inscrutable,but well-bred.Hilda thought it sulky and stupid,and he waited.

He had an air of aplomb,but Hilda didn't care what he had an air of;she was up in arms,and if he'd been Pope or Emperor it would have been just the same.

'Connie's looking awfully unwell,'she said in her soft voice,fixing him with her beautiful,glowering grey eyes.She looked so maidenly,so did Connie;but he well knew the tone of Scottish obstinacy underneath.

'She's a little thinner,'he said.

'Haven't you done anything about it?'

'Do you think it necessary?'he asked,with his suavest English stiffness,for the two things often go together.

Hilda only glowered at him without replying;repartee was not her forte,nor Connie's;so she glowered,and he was much more uncomfortable than if she had said things.

'I'll take her to a doctor,'said Hilda at length.'Can you suggest a good one round here?'

'I'm afraid I can't.'

'Then I'll take her to London,where we have a doctor we trust.'

Though boiling with rage,Clifford said nothing.

'I suppose I may as well stay the night,'said Hilda,pulling off her gloves,'and I'll drive her to town tomorrow.'