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Mela,whom she did not admit to her reasons or feelings always,followed her with the servile admiration she had for all that Christine did;and she took on trust as somehow successful the result of Christine's obstinacy,when they were allowed to stand against the wall at the back of the room through the whole of the long piece begun just before they came in.There had been no one to receive them;a few people,in the rear rows of chairs near them,turned their heads to glance at them,and then looked away again.Mela had her misgivings;but at the end of the piece Miss Vance came up to them at once,and then Mela knew that she had her eyes on them all the time,and that Christine must have been right.

Christine said nothing about their coming late,and so Mela did not make any excuse,and Miss Vance seemed to expect none.She glanced with a sort of surprise at Conrad,when Christine introduced him;Mela did not know whether she liked their bringing him,till she shook hands with him,and said:"Oh,I am very glad indeed!Mr.Dryfoos and I have met before."Without explaining where or when,she led them to her aunt and presented them,and then said,"I'm going to put you with some friends of yours,"and quickly seated them next the Marches.Mela liked that well enough;she thought she might have some joking with Mr.March,for all his wife was so stiff;but the look which Christine wore seemed to forbid,provisionally at least,any such recreation.On her part,Christine was cool with the Marches.It went through her mind that they must have told Miss Vance they knew her;and perhaps they had boasted of her intimacy.She relaxed a little toward them when she saw Beaton leaning against the wall at the end of the row next Mrs.March.Then she conjectured that he might have told Miss Vance of her acquaintance with the Marches,and she bent forward and nodded to Mrs.March across Conrad,Mela,and Mr.March.She conceived of him as a sort of hand of her father's,but she was willing to take them at their apparent social valuation for the time.She leaned back in her chair,and did not look up at Beaton after the first furtive glance,though she felt his eyes on her.

The music began again almost at once,before Mela had time to make Conrad tell her where Miss Vance had met him before.She would not have minded interrupting the music;but every one else seemed so attentive,even Christine,that she had not the courage.The concert went onto an end without realizing for her the ideal of pleasure which one ought to find.

in society.She was not exacting,but it seemed to her there were very few young men,and when the music was over,and their opportunity came to be sociable,they were not very sociable.They were not introduced,for one thing;but it appeared to Mela that they might have got introduced,if they had any sense;she saw them looking at her,and she was glad she had dressed so much;she was dressed more than any other lady there,and either because she was the most dressed of any person there,or because it had got around who her father was,she felt that she had made an impression on the young men.In her satisfaction with this,and from her good nature,she was contented to be served with her refreshments after the concert by Mr.March,and to remain joking with him.She was at her ease;she let her hoarse voice out in her largest laugh;she accused him,to the admiration of those near,of getting her into a perfect gale.It appeared to her,in her own pleasure,her mission to illustrate to the rather subdued people about her what a good time really was,so that they could have it if they wanted it.Her joy was crowned when March modestly professed himself unworthy to monopolize her,and explained how selfish he felt in talking to a young lady when there were so many young men dying to do so.

"Oh,pshaw,dyun',yes!"cried Mela,tasting the irony."I guess I see them!"He asked if he might really introduce a friend of his to her,and she said,Well,yes,if be thought he could live to get to her;and March brought up a man whom he thought very young and Mela thought very old.

He was a contributor to 'Every Other Week,'and so March knew him;he believed himself a student of human nature in behalf of literature,and he now set about studying Mela.He tempted her to express her opinion on all points,and he laughed so amiably at the boldness and humorous vigor of her ideas that she was delighted with him.She asked him if he was a New-Yorker by birth;and she told him she pitied him,when he said he had never been West.She professed herself perfectly sick of New York,and urged him to go to Moffitt if he wanted to see a real live town.He wondered if it would do to put her into literature just as she was,with all her slang and brag,but he decided that he would have to subdue her a great deal:he did not see how he could reconcile the facts of her conversation with the facts of her appearance:

her beauty,her splendor of dress,her apparent right to be where she was.These things perplexed him;he was afraid the great American novel,if true,must be incredible.Mela said he ought to hear her sister go on about New York when they first came;but she reckoned that Christine was getting so she could put up with it a little better,now.She looked significantly across the room to the place where Christine was now talking with Beaton;and the student of human nature asked,Was she here?