第28章 CHAPTER V ... GONDREMARK IS IN MY LADY$$$$$S CHAMB

`It has not,' the Prince continued. `There is nothing ridiculous, even from a husband, in a love that owns itself unhappy and that asks no more. I built on sand; pardon me, I do not breathe a reproach -- I built, I suppose, upon my own infirmities; but I put my heart in the building, and it still lies among the ruins.'

`How very poetical!' she said, with a little choking laugh, unknown relentings, unfamiliar softnesses, moving within her. `What would you be at?' she added, hardening her voice.

`I would be at this,' he answered; `and hard it is to say. I would be at this:- Seraphina, I am your husband after all, and a poor fool that loves you. Understand,' he cried almost fiercely, `I am no suppliant husband; what your love refuses I would scorn to receive from your pity. I do not ask, I would not take it. And for jealousy, what ground have I? A dog-in-the-manger jealousy is a thing the dogs may laugh at. But at least, in the world's eye, I am still your husband; and I ask you if you treat me fairly? I keep to myself, I leave you free, I have given you in everything your will.

What do you in return? I find, Seraphina, that you have been too thoughtless.

But between persons such as we are, in our conspicuous station, particular care and a particular courtesy are owing. Scandal is perhaps not easy to avoid; but it is hard to bear.'

`Scandal!' she cried, with a deep breath. `Scandal! It is for this you have been driving!'

`I have tried to tell you how I feel,' he replied. `I have told you that I love you -- love you in vain -- a bitter thing for a husband;

I have laid myself open that I might speak without offence. And now that I have begun, I will go on and finish.'

`I demand it,' she said. `What is this about?'

Otto flushed crimson. `I have to say what I would fain not,' he answered. `I counsel you to see less of Gondremark.'

`Of Gondremark? And why?' she asked.

`Your intimacy is the ground of scandal, madam,' said Otto, firmly enough -- `of a scandal that is agony to me, and would be crushing to your parents if they knew it.'

`You are the first to bring me word of it,' said she. `I thank you.'

`You have perhaps cause,' he replied. `Perhaps I am the only one among your friends -- `

`O, leave my friends alone,' she interrupted. `My friends are of a different stamp. You have come to me here and made a parade of sentiment.

When have I last seen you? I have governed your kingdom for you in the meanwhile, and there I got no help. At last, when I am weary with a man's work, and you are weary of your playthings, you return to make me a scene of conjugal reproaches -- the grocer and his wife! The positions are too much reversed; and you should understand, at least, that I cannot at the same time do your work of government and behave myself like a little girl.

Scandal is the atmosphere in which we live, we princes; it is what a prince should know. You play an odious part. Do you believe this rumour?'

`Madam, should I be here?' said Otto.

`It is what I want to know!' she cried, the tempest of her scorn increasing. `Suppose you did -- I say, suppose you did believe it?'

`I should make it my business to suppose the contrary,' he answered.

`I thought so. O, you are made of baseness!' said she.

`Madam,' he cried, roused at last, `enough of this. You wilfully misunderstand my attitude; you outwear my patience. In the name of your parents, in my own name, I summon you to be more circumspect.'

`Is this a request, monsieur mon mari ?' she demanded.

`Madam, if I chose, I might command,' said Otto.

`You might, sir, as the law stands, make me prisoner,' returned Seraphina. `Short of that you will gain nothing.'

`You will continue as before?' he asked.

`Precisely as before,' said she. `As soon as this comedy is over, I shall request the Freiherr von Gondremark to visit me. Do you understand?' she added, rising. `For my part, I have done.'

`I will then ask the favour of your hand, madam,' said Otto, palpitating in every pulse with anger. `I have to request that you will visit in my society another part of my poor house. And reassure yourself -- it will not take long -- and it is the last obligation that you shall have the chance to lay me under.'

`The last?' she cried. `Most joyfully?'

She offered her hand, and he took it; on each side with an elaborate affectation, each inwardly incandescent. He led her out by the private door, following where Gondremark had passed; they threaded a corridor or two, little frequented, looking on a court, until they came at last into the Prince's suite. The first room was an armoury, hung all about with the weapons of various countries, and looking forth on the front terrace.

`Have you brought me here to slay me?' she inquired.

`I have brought you, madam, only to pass on,' replied Otto.