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" No," resumed her ladyship, affecting to misunderstand Mercy's movement, "you are not to go up now and dress.There is no time, and I am quite ready to excuse you.You are a foil to me, my dear.You have reached the perfection of shabbiness.Ah! I remember when I had my whims and fancies too, and when I looked well in anything I wore, just as you do.No more of that.As I was saying, I have been thinking and planning what we are to do.We really can't stay here.Cold one day, and hot the next--what a climate! As for society, what do we lose if we go away? There is no such thing as society now.Assemblies of well-dressed mobs meet at each other's houses, tear each other's clothes, tread on each other's toes.If you are particularly lucky, you sit on the staircase, you get a tepid ice, and you hear vapid talk in slang phrases all round you.There is modern society.If we had a good opera, it would be something to stay in London for.Look at the programme for the season on that table--promising as much as possible on paper, and performing as little as possible on the stage.The same works, sung by the same singers year after year, to the same stupid people--in short the dullest musical evenings in Europe.No! the more I think of it, the more plainly I perceive that there is but one sensible choice before us: we must go abroad.Set that pretty head to work; choose north or south, east or west; it's all the same to me.Where shall we go?"Mercy looked at her quickly as she put the question.

Lady Janet, more quickly yet, looked away at the programme of the opera-house.Still the same melancholy false pretenses! still the same useless and cruel delay! Incapable of enduring the position now forced upon her, Mercy put her hand into the pocket of her apron, and drew from it Lady Janet's letter.

"Will your ladyship forgive me," she began, in faint, faltering tones, "if I venture on a painful subject? I hardly dare acknowledge--" In spite of her resolution to speak out plainly, the memory of past love and past kindness prevailed with her; the next words died away on her lips.She could only hold up the letter.

Lady Janet declined to see the letter.Lady Janet suddenly became absorbed in the arrangement of her bracelets.

"I know what you daren't acknowledge, you foolish child!" she exclaimed."You daren't acknowledge that you are tired of this dull house.My dear! I am entirely of your opinion--I am weary of my own magnificence; I long to be living in one snug little room, with one servant to wait on me.I'll tell you what we will do.We will go to Paris, in the first place.My excellent Migliore, prince of couriers, shall be the only person in attendance.He shall take a lodging for us in one of the unfashionable quarters of Paris.We will rough it, Grace (to use the slang phrase), merely for a change.We will lead what they call a 'Bohemian life.' I know plenty of writers and painters and actors in Paris--the liveliest society in the world, my dear, until one gets tired of them.We will dine at the restaurant, and go to the play, and drive about in shabby little hired carriages.And when it begins to get monotonous (which it is only too sure to do!) we will spread our wings and fly to Italy, and cheat the winter in that way.There is a plan for you! Migliore is in town.I will send to him this evening, and we will start to-morrow."Mercy made another effort.

"I entreat your ladyship to pardon me," she resumed."I have something serious to say.I am afraid--""I understand.You are afraid of crossing the Channel, and you don't like to acknowledge it.Pooh! The passage barely lasts two hours; we will shut ourselves up in a private cabin.I will send at once--the courier may be engaged.Ring the bell.""Lady Janet, I must submit to my hard lot.I cannot hope to associate myself again with any future plans of yours--""What! you are afraid of our 'Bohemian life' in Paris? Observe this, Grace! If there is one thing I hate more than another, it is 'an old head on young shoulders.' I say no more.Ring the bell.""This cannot go on, Lady Janet! No words can say how unworthy I feel of your kindness, how ashamed I am--""Upon my honor, my dear, I agree with you.You ought to be ashamed, at your age, of making me get up to ring the bell."Her obstinacy was immovable; she attempted to rise from the couch.But one choice was left to Mercy.She anticipated Lady Janet, and rang the bell.

The man-servant came in.He had his little letter-tray in his hand, with a card on it, and a sheet of paper beside the card, which looked like an open letter.

"You know where my courier lives when he is in London?' asked Lady Janet.

"Yes, my lady."

"Send one of the grooms to him on horseback; I am in a hurry.The courier is to come here without fail to-morrow morning--in time for the tidal train to Paris.You understand?""Yes, my lady."

"What have you got there? Anything for me?""For Miss Roseberry, my lady."

As he answered, the man handed the card and the open letter to Mercy.

"The lady is waiting in the morning-room, miss.She wished me to say she has time to spare, and she will wait for you if you are not ready yet."Having delivered his message in those terms, he withdrew.

Mercy read the name on the card.The matron had arrived! She looked at the letter next.It appeared to be a printed circular, with some lines in pencil added on the empty page.Printed lines and written lines swam before her eyes.She felt, rather than saw, Lady Janet's attention steadily and suspiciously fixed on her.With the matron's arrival the foredoomed end of the flimsy false pretenses and the cruel delays had come.

"A friend of yours, my dear?"

"Yes, Lady Janet."

"Am I acquainted with her?"

"I think not, Lady Janet."