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And as he stood waiting for her to enter first, she said louder: `Go in and put it out-or I'll go mad.'
He made no immediate objection to this proposal, so strangely motived.
`Where's all that money?' he asked.
`On me! Go, Tom.Quick! Put it out...Go in!' she cried, seizing him by both shoulders from behind.
Not prepared for a display of physical force, Comrade Ossipon stumbled far into the shop before her push.He was astonished at the strength of the woman and scandalized by her proceedings.But he did not retrace his steps in order to remonstrate with her severely in the street.He was beginning to be disagreeably impressed by her fantastic behaviour.Moreover, this or never was the time to humour the woman.Comrade Ossipon avoided easily the end of the counter, and approached calmly the glazed door of the parlour.
The curtain over the panes being drawn back a little he, by a very natural impulse, looked in, just as he made ready to turn the handle.He looked in without a thought, without intention, without curiosity of any sort.
He looked in because he could not help looking in.He looked in, and discovered Mr Verloc reposing quietly on the sofa.
A yell coming from the innermost depths of his chest died out unheard and transformed into a sort of greasy, sickly taste on his lips.At the same time the mental personality of Comrade Ossipon executed a frantic leap backwards.But his body, left thus without intellectual guidance, held on to the door handle with the unthinking force of an instinct.The robust anarchist did not even totter.And he stared, his face close to the glass, his eyes protruding out of his head.He would have given anything to get away, but his returning reason informed him that it would not do to let go the door handle.What was it - madness, a nightmare, or a trap into which he had been decoyed with fiendish artfulness? Why - what for?
He did not know.Without any sense of guilt in his breast, in the full peace of his conscience as far as these people were concerned, the idea that he would be murdered for mysterious reasons by the couple Verloc passed not so much across his mind as across the pit of his stomach, and went out, leaving behind a trail of sickly faintness - an indisposition.Comrade Ossipon did net feel very well in a very special way for a moment - a long moment.And he stared.Mr Verloc lay very still meanwhile, simulating sleep for reasons of his own, while that savage woman of his was guarding the door - invisible and silent in the dark and deserted street.Was all this some sort of terrifying arrangement invented by the police for his especial benefit? His modesty shrank from that explanation.
But the true sense of the scene he was beholding came to Ossipon through the contemplation of the hat.It seemed an extraordinary thing, an ominous object, a sign.Black, and rim upward, it lay on the floor before the couch as if prepared to receive the contributions of pence from people who would come presently to behold Mr Verloc in the fullness of his domestic ease reposing on a sofa.From the hat the eyes of the robust anarchist wandered to the displaced table, gazed at the broken dish for a time, received a kind of optical shock from observing a white gleam under the imperfectly closed eyelids of the man on the couch.Mr Verloc did not seem so much asleep now as lying down with a bent head and looking insistently at his left breast.And when Comrade Ossipon had made out the handle of the knife he turned away from the glazed door, and retched violently.
The crash of the street door flung to made his very soul leap in a panic.
This house with its harmless tenant could still be made a trap of - a trap of a terrible kind.Comrade Ossipon had no settled conception now of what was happening to him.Catching his thigh against the end of the counter, he spun round, staggered with a cry of pain, felt in the distracting clatter of the bell his arms pinned to his side by a convulsive hug, while the cold lips of a woman moved creepily on his very ear to form the words:
`Policeman! He has seen me!'
He ceased to struggle; she never let him go.Her hands had locked themselves with an inseparable twist of fingers on his robust back.While the footsteps approached, they breathed quickly, breast to breast, with hard, laboured breaths, as if theirs had been the attitude of a deadly struggle, while, in fact, it was the attitude of deadly fear.And the time was long.
The constable on the beat had in truth seen something of Mrs Verloc;only coming from the lighted thoroughfare at the other end of Brett Street, she had been no more to him than a flutter in the darkness.And he was not even quite sure that there had been a flutter.He had no reason to hurry up.On coming abreast of the shop he observed that it had been closed early.There was nothing very unusual in that.The man on duty had special instructions about that shop; what went on about there was not to be meddled with unless absolutely disorderly, but any observations made were to be reported.There were no observations to make; but from a sense of duty and for the peace of his conscience, owing also to that doubtful flutter of the darkness, the constable crossed the road, and tried the door.The spring latch, whose key was reposing for ever off duty in the late Mr Verloc's waistcoat pocket, held as well as usual.While the conscientious officer was shaking the handle, Ossipon felt the cold lips of the woman stirring again creepily against his very ear:
`If he comes in kill me - kill me, Tom.'
The constable moved away, flashing as he passed the light of his dark lantern, merely for form's sake, at the shop window.For a moment longer the man and the woman inside stood motionless, panting, breast to breast;then her fingers came unlocked, her arms fell by her side slowly.Ossipon leaned against the counter.The robust anarchist wanted support badly.
This was awful.He was almost too disgusted for speech.Yet he managed to utter a plaintive thought, showing at least that he realized his position.