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he asked.Receiving no reply, he resumed his sinister tramping.Then with a menacing flourish of a thick, fleshy fist, he burst out:

`Yes.The Embassy people.A pretty lot, ain't they! Before a week's out I'll make some of them wish themselves twenty feet under ground.Eh?

What?'

He glanced sideways, with his head down.Mrs Verloc gazed at the whitewashed wall.A blank wall - perfectly blank.A blankness to run at and dash your head against.Mrs Verloc remained immovably seated.She kept still as the population of half the globe would keep still in astonishment and despair, were the sun suddenly put out in the summer sky by the perfidy of a trusted providence.

`The Embassy,' Mr Verloc began again, after a preliminary grimace which bared his teeth wolfishly.`I wish I could get loose in there with a cudgel for half an hour.I would keep on hitting till there wasn't a single unbroken bone left amongst the whole lot.But never mind, I'll teach them yet what it means trying to throw out a man like me to rot in the streets.I've a tongue in my head.All the world shall know what I've done for them.

I am not afraid.I don't care.Everything'll come out.Every damned thing.

Let them look out!'

In these terms did Mr Verloc declare his thirst for revenge.It was a very appropriate revenge.It was in harmony with the promptings of Mr Verloc's genius.It had also the advantage of being within the range of his powers and of adjusting itself easily to the practice of his life, which had consisted precisely in betraying the secret and unlawful proceedings of his fellow men.Anarchists or diplomats were all one to him.Mr Verloc was temperamentally no respecter of persons.His scorn was equally distributed over the whole field of his operations.But as a member of a revolutionary proletariat - which he undoubtedly was - he nourished a rather inimical sentiment against social distinction.

`Nothing on earth can stop me now,' he added, and paused, looking fixedly at his wife, who was looking fixedly at a blank wall.

The silence in the kitchen was prolonged, and Mr Verloc felt disappointed.

He had expected his wife to say something.But Mrs Verloc's lips, composed in their usual form, preserved a statuesque immobility like the rest of her face.And Mr Verloc was disappointed.Yet the occasion did not, he recognized, demand speech from her.She was a woman of very few words.

For reasons involved in the very foundation of his psychology., Mr Verloc was inclined to put his trust in any woman who had given herself to him.

Therefore he trusted his wife.Their accord was perfect, but it was not precise.It was a tacit accord, congenial to Mrs Verloc's incuriosity and to Mr Verloc's habits of mind, which were indolent and secret.They refrained from going to the bottom of facts and motives.

This reserve, expressing, in a way, their profound confidence in each other, introduced at the same time a certain element of vagueness into their intimacy.No system of conjugal relations is perfect.Mr Verloc presumed that his wife had understood him but he would have been glad to hear her say what she thought at the moment.It would have been a comfort.

There were several reasons why this comfort was denied him.There was a physical obstacle: Mrs Verloc had not sufficient command over her voice.

She did not see any alternative between screaming and silence, and instinctively she chose the silence.Winnie Verloc was temperamentally a silent person.

And there was the paralysing atrocity of the thought which occupied her.

Her cheeks were blanched, her lips ashy, her immobility amazing.And she thought without looking at Mr Verloc: `This man took the boy away to murder him.He took the boy from his home to murder him.He took the boy away from me to murder him!'

Mrs Verloc's whole being was racked by that inconclusive and maddening thought.It was in her veins, in her bones, in the roots of her hair.Mentally she assumed the biblical attitude of mourning - the covered face, the rent garments; the sound of wailing and lamentation filled her head.But her teeth were violently clenched, and her tearless eyes were hot with rage, because she was not a submissive creature.The protection she had extended over her brother had been in its origin of a fierce and indignant complexion.

She had to love him with a militant love.She had battled for him - even against herself.His loss had the bitterness of defeat, with the anguish of a baffled passion.It was not an ordinary stroke of death.Moreover, it was not death that took Stevie from her.It was Mr Verloc who took him away.She had seen him.She had watched him, without raising a hand, take the boy away.And she had let him go, like - like a fool - a blind fool.

Then after he had murdered the boy he came home to her.Just came home like any other man would come home to his wife...

Through her set teeth Mrs Verloc muttered at the wall: `And I thought he had caught a cold.' Mr Verloc heard these words and appropriated them.

`It was nothing,' he said, moodily.`I was upset.I was upset on your account.

Mrs Verloc, turning her head slowly, transferred her stare from the wall to her husband's person.Mr Verloc, with the tips of his fingers between his lips, was looking on the ground.

`Can't be helped,' he mumbled, letting his hand fall.`You must pull yourself together.You'll want all your wits about you.It is you who brought the police about our ears.Never mind, I won't say anything more about it,' continued Mr Verloc, magnanimously.`You couldn't know.'

`I couldn't,' breathed out Mrs Verloc.It was as if a corpse had spoken.

Mr Verloc took up the thread of his discourse.

`I don't blame you.I'll make them sit up.Once under lock and key it will be safe enough for me to talk - you understand.You must reckon on me being two years away from you,' he continued, in a tone of sincere concern.