第9章 THE SCOT ABROAD(1)
A FEW pages back, I wrote that a man belonged, in these days, to a variety of countries; but the old land is still the true love, the others are but pleasant infidelities.Scotland is indefinable; it has no unity except upon the map.Two languages, many dialects, innumerable forms of piety, and countless local patriotisms and prejudices, part us among ourselves more widely than the extreme east and west of that great continent of America.When I am at home, I feel a man from Glasgow to be something like a rival, a man from Barra to be more than half a foreigner.Yet let us meet in some far country, and, whether we hail from the braes of Manor or the braes of Mar, some ready-made affection joins us on the instant.It is not race.Look at us.One is Norse, one Celtic, and another Saxon.It is not community of tongue.
We have it not among ourselves; and we have it almost to perfection, with English, or Irish, or American.It is no tie of faith, for we detest each other's errors.And yet somewhere, deep down in the heart of each one of us, something yearns for the old land, and the old kindly people.
Of all mysteries of the human heart, this is perhaps the most inscrutable.There is no special loveliness in that gray country, with its rainy, sea-beat archipelago; its fields of dark mountains; its unsightly places, black with coal; its treeless, sour, unfriendly looking corn-lands; its quaint, gray, castled city, where the bells clash of a Sunday, and the wind squalls, and the salt showers fly and beat.I do not even know if I desire to live there; but let me hear, in some far land, a kindred voice sing out, "Oh, why left I my hame?" and it seems at once as if no beauty under the kind heavens, and no society of the wise and good, can repay me for my absence from my country.And though I think I would rather die elsewhere, yet in my heart of hearts I long to be buried among good Scots clods.I will say it fairly, it grows on me with every year: there are no stars so lovely as Edinburgh street-lamps.When I forget thee, auld Reekie, may my right hand forget its cunning!
The happiest lot on earth is to be born a Scotchman.You must pay for it in many ways, as for all other advantages on earth.You have to learn the paraphrases and the shorter catechism; you generally take to drink; your youth, as far as I can find out, is a time of louder war against society, of more outcry and tears and turmoil, than if you had been born, for instance, in England.But somehow life is warmer and closer; the hearth burns more redly; the lights of home shine softer on the rainy street; the very names, endeared in verse and music, cling nearer round our hearts.An Englishman may meet an Englishman to-morrow, upon Chimborazo, and neither of them care; but when the Scotch wine-grower told me of Mons Meg, it was like magic.
"From the dim shieling on the misty island Mountains divide us, and a world of seas;Yet still our hearts are true, our hearts are Highland, And we, in dreams, behold the Hebrides."And, Highland and Lowland, all our hearts are Scotch.